I have created an e-business for sustaining myself after I move to a small former soviet-bloc country and live in a shelled-out old church. Please support my effort to live comfortably in a place where other people are like me by buying my handcrafted wares!

3/3/05: the vogue - Fleshfield and Imperative Reaction

3/10/05: Nina Hagen @ Neumos - nina hagen has one of the funniest websites I've ever seen.

3/12/05: Vampire Ball: I was once told that the easiest women are LARP'ers or SCA'dians, as those unfortunate enough to know these disgusting people call them.

03/21/05: Ostara celebration - a book burning will take place in front of my apartment building, followed by the imbibing of copious quantities of my first tej to complete fermentation.

4/1/05 and 4/2/05: Portland - Portland Noise Festival, featuring Guilty Connector, Facialmess, Sickness, Kempei-Tai, Bastard Noise, Emil Beaulieau, OxIx, HOTD, Bdong, Nkondi, okha, xome, stimbox; I can't wait to see Bastard Noise

04/06/05: Assemblage 23 & backandtotheleft @ The Vogue in Seattle

5/3/05: PIGFACE, Sheep On Drugs, and Nocturne

05/13-5/16: Wave Gotik Treffen, Leipzig, DE

09/21/05: A feast of ambient darkness will occur, celebrating the end of a season of life and the beginning of a season of death.